I'm not fluid.
on 2002-09-10 at 8:49 a.m.
I'm not fluid. That's what my mother tells me, I'm too rigid she says. I should just go with the flow and everything will work itself out. Okay, so maybe she is right (God I hope she doesn't read that), maybe I like to know what I'm going to do, maybe I like having a plan, I don't see a problem with it. Maybe I can still have a plan but allow myself more flexibility inside the plan. Knowing that I need to be more "fluid" and being more "fluid" are two different things. I can always act like I'm going with the flow when in actuality I'm swimming against the tide. Maybe it is the control freak in me, but I like to know the ending of the journey before I start. I always read the ends of books first, I always have to know where I am going and how to get there before I even set foot in the car. I can try to be more fluid, but it wouldn't serve me much on the inside, mostly ont he outside.
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